8/25/2026
I call out wayyyyyyyy too much...high key. I can admit I'm a slacker lol. Anyway, this past month my partner & I cooked some really good pasta, and I think I have been smoking too much. Maybe dialing that back would help me stay "locked in" with the goals I always seem to drop.
Odd year for sure, in my head I could go on & on about my general complaints. Try not to, but I guess the blog is a nice outlet for some of those feelings. When I was cleaning out my water paint from the tray, & the smell of that mixed with Dr. Bronner's soap had the smell of cut coke.
My one year of sobriety was over a month ago, the day of I could of cared less, but now it hit me. I think about those times a lot now. Because in the moment I wasn't really awake. It was just anticipating the next bump, rave, whatever.
I think that helps me appreciate my life a lot more now. That mindset not being there. It was draining, not only financially lol, but emotionally I think I made this really stupid grave that was wack to get out of but now I sorta feel out of it.
Not in relation, but I have been liking this album virtua, while im smoking that smelly fufu.
Saw this @ an arcade bar.
I stole some of my roomate's pizza, it was really bad it was like some sort of big mac pizza thing. I did this because he does not clean up his cat litter and I was drunk. I am sorry Ryan. Sincerly, me.
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7/28/2026
For the past six months I've worked @ this smaller chain grocery store. I feel like being destined to work in a grocery store is a fate worse than being pulled apart by four horses.
On the flip side here's this belt buckle my partner got me while they were in Canada. They said they got it at a wizard market.
Been listening to some bullshit. Also some good tunes. Neptune's Only Daughter is really solid.
Very millenial alternative, but what do you expect from 2013 Boulder? This was my first ever record I bought, it was actually at the record store on the hill that closed a few years back.
I guess I am too young to feel concrete, maybe to much of a go with the flow type? Regardless, where ever I go I feel like a fly on the wall. I wonder if that's how everyone feels, or if they feel established in their lives.
Not to complain, I guess it's just an observation.